School Take Ten....Thousand

Real Estate classes are almost finished and regular 'ole school is right around the corner....again.

I. Am stoked.

....and terrified, but I'll manage. 

This time all the scholarships are in order, I forgot to mention that earlier (FINALLY!!!!!), and as far as I know, there is nothing that can hold me back this time. At least nothing that can hold me back from trying. My intelligence level worries me sometimes, but I'm just gonna go in there, do my best, and worry about the rest later. 

I'm trying really hard not to overload my plate, too. I have a habit of wanting to do ten things at once which results in all of them crashing to the ground. There's just so much I want to accomplish and in the back of my mind I can't help but think, "THERE MAY NOT BE A TOMORROW!", so I feel rushed. This is what happened with my business last year. It's something I've always wanted to do and I had the opportunity to do it right then, so I felt the urge to do it right then. But I forgot about my lifelong goal of just graduating college. I forgot that I have time to do both, but not if I didn't do it correctly. So, I'm trying to pace myself. 

So. I have to get shots (joy). I have to take a Math placement test (That's gonna be embarrassing). I have to go to orientation all by my lonesome at a very large (to me) school. I'm thinking of this like a roller coaster or how I imagine sky diving would be. Though it makes my chest feel like it's caving a little, I'm going to survive it, and in the end the adrenaline rush will feel pretty awesome.