(((((HUGS))))) Karie, I hope this video made you laugh between the tears. Honour however you are feeling and keep surrounding yourself with people who will honour your feelings too.
:) I love it! :)
When I think about how difficult it is to live with someone who is absent, I read your blog and I am reminded how much more difficult it would be if he were gone. And then I feel guilty for not just being grateful that I still have him. I do not mean to be ungrateful. It is so hard to sit on the sidelines, helpless to do anything. We can't move on and we can't help them. It is a horrible feeling. I know you understand this.